ThousandFantasias

Busy Lately

2008-12-07T06:52:00.000-08:00

Lately I've been busy, to the extent where Im too lazy or busy to post.
Drawing.
Reading.
so much too do.
This year really passed in a flash...
I met many friends in SOTA and had a lot of fun.
Im going for some camp tommorow, will be back on Tuesday, gone again on Wednesday till Thursday.
Heehee.
TROUBLESOME TIME COMING HOME FHGHDHFHG.
I'll post again on Tuesday, I HOPE.

Away

2008-11-28T06:29:00.000-08:00

I was busy on the 26th and I had a sleepover at a friend's on the 27th.
Dont feel like writing anything today. I did have a lot of fun though.
Boo, its almost December. 1 more month before doomsday starts again.

A rainbow further than the sky

2008-11-25T07:39:00.000-08:00

The world I loved.
The world I wanted to protect.
The world I had kept a promise to...
Farewell.
The rainbow will continue to rise higher, slowly and slowly...
Continue to soar high.
Some day I will return, to climb that rainbow and see how high you have reached.
Continue to soar...
Reach the great heights, while I fade from existence...

Over A Rainbow

2008-11-24T06:54:00.000-08:00

From now on, some posts will only have a short story instead of some text by me, since I clearly see no point in writing the same thing over and over. ^_______^
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I ripped the small "paper box" the letter came in, apart after reading the letter.
My siblings fainted after reading it, the shock was too much to bear.
The words were so harsh and cruel yet in a nice, finely printed manner.
I dropped all the paper bits of the "box", I couldnt bear to show Cassandra and Marie the message.
I had enough, first was the gossip, next was the insults and wreckage they did to our feelings. Third came a letter telling us Julie and Juliana had to stop school as the principal, teachers and students was afraid of them. But Julie and Juliana are harmless innocent girls... That people in that girls school are crazy. Now, comes these letters of spite. Mom has stopped us all from going to school.
Thus, my 5 siblings, my maid are at home with me. Our maid Cassandra, Marie, the twins, Glen, Evan and I.
Dad is still away overseas with mom, and Marie and Cassandra are taking care of us, but Cassandra is scared. Every night she would come into my room and tell me how many glares she gets on her way to the stores. She shivers each time, I've went out with her a few times, and we got numerous glares, gossips and ignores from people we've known.
Some are still friendly, and worried over the incident, as they know it may not be true. But others think that the big situation awhile back was all our fault.
We all can't go to school, everyday we are worried, we keep taking lookouts and sometimes, we give up sleep at night and stay in the living room with the lights on, hoping that no one would come to hurt us.
They already threatened us by denting our mailbox and mowing our lawn till a horrible extent.
Mrs Lite from next door has helped us a lot, she's a real life-saver.
Without Marie, Cassandra and our neighbours, we would have suffered a whole lot more...
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Fantasy

2008-11-23T06:24:00.000-08:00

Not in the mood to post seriously.
I think I'll leave it as that

Singing

2008-11-22T06:56:00.000-08:00

Singing Karaoke at home.
Yeah, Im getting bored.
VERY BORED.
Hee hee.
At least I got some stuff now to keep me occupied.
Gotta finish That sketch book project soon
D:
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"You're a cow."
"Then if I am a cow, you are a pig, a fat dirty, muddy, pig. Waddling down the grotesque looking mud and layering yourself in fungi and all sorts of bacteria."
She cried. She kept crying. What a bad girl I was.
I couldn't forgive her, for hurting my friend's feelings, to that great extent where she almost went lunatic.
I cant bear to see her suffer, I hate it when I see that. Even if I am labelled as a delinquent, I still want to keep her safe from any harm.
Im sure the other two also think the same, and we will keep Aqua safe from anyone. We will never let her be hurt by those hissy girls in class...
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WHACK WHACK

2008-11-21T06:12:00.000-08:00

As usual, the day isn't much.
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No story, not interested in writing today D:
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Boredom Continues

2008-11-20T07:11:00.000-08:00

So I went out with Dion.
Sher had something.
Shing Ying couldnt help it.
fgghghgf
December 18, when Twilight comes out, I shall go with Dion and Sher since SY already had other plans.
Myon
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"You're a horrible girl, nobody likes you."
"Thanks," I replied, "Im going to need all the awful-ness I can get. I'm sure the whole world loves Phyllis."
I pushed past Phyllis like she was one of those fat ladies at the supermarket, crowding to try and get the items on sale.
Majority of the girls in my class were plain hissy and had nothing better to do, but annoy and gossip.
Some like Yuna, Aquamarine and Maria were really great friends, but the other 3/4 of the girls in class only knew how to bear hatred for others.
The boys are okay, they know who I am...So they are afraid of me, after I destroyed an entire classroom two years ago...
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Time

2008-11-18T07:10:00.000-08:00

Sher said she is free. Hooray!
Now left is Dion >:(
I hope SY is free to :D

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I want to remember those days.
The days before I left my body.
The days before I was killed.
The days before I was inanimate.
The days before I lost all my memories...
I want to see them all.
I want to remember my past.
I want to know the truth.

This rain won't end, it will continue to pour.
I will never remember.
I was never told.
My past was gone.
Who was I..?
The cherry tree that never blossomed.
What is my connection to it?
Why wont it never bloom?
She wont tell me no matter how much I ask.
My best friend, she will never tell me.
All she does is give me a sad look and switches the topic.

What on earth happened to my past?
Why am I dead..?
How come death lurks around me...?
Why cant I find the answers...
Oh cherry tree, will you tell me?
Will you give me my past, my memories and life?
Where is my corpse?
Why wont you bloom..?

I will have you tell me the truth, I will send forth my emissary to collect all of spring.
You will absorb it, and I will learn.
Tell me the truth o' cherry tree.
Let me remember my past...
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Unlock

2008-11-17T06:09:00.000-08:00

Boring day, nothing happened actually.
Just rained a lot.
:(
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The rain has ended.
Im still lying on the floor, staring at the light, the doorway and the donation box which never seems to have anything in it.
Its still humid, Im all sweaty, thirsty and lerthargic.
The rain was unexpected, long and made the whole shrine humid.
I didn't even bother leaving my little entrance room.
I should go to the kitchen and get some water, but Im so tired, my muscles wont budge.
What an awful day
I would have expected Marisa to come at this hour to laze around, but mabye she is doing the same thing as I am.
How can I express my irritation to the rain deity, I just want to lecture them over and over like that Enma. But its not going to do me good, so I'll just suffer.
That oni isnt back as well. Well, she'll come back in the evening anyway, for dinner.
Its 3 in the afternoon, a humid, damp and tiring day.
I want to sleep, but I can't, its too humid.
How I hate these humid rainy days.
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Nothing to do

2008-11-16T06:10:00.000-08:00

Didn't post yesterday, I was tired out from the whole day I just did a bit of things and went to bed.
Went to church.
Came home later.
Im really sluggish today.
Finished a book today :D
3/5 left!
Im going to borrow more, i dont care >:(
Im really bored nowadays, what do you expect me to do?
LAN centres are boring. Even though I never went to one this month.
Asdf, theres nothing fun out there to play.

Mabye I'll go out next Thursday again to play.
Fufufufufu.

Bored

2008-11-14T06:36:00.001-08:00

And tired.
Wanted to go out today, but didnt.
Just went with my mother.
Baaah.
Tommorow is another busy day.
Sigh.

Whattodo

2008-11-13T04:52:00.000-08:00

Stayed at home all day again.
Did 3 drawings for Ms. Ye's blarhjsfjsadojafpjc;mj project.
My mum is pestering me to go out when clearly, I have no mood to.
She should learn that some people are clearly indoor types.

Baaaah.

Wrapping it up

2008-11-12T06:46:00.000-08:00

Today was boring.
Very.
I was bothered by Romit again, so much badgering.
And a VIDEO call?
PLEASE.
YOU
ARE
JOKING.
>_>
Well, I managed to clear some stuff up.
Tirreeed.
Started playing SL again.
It wont last for long I bet.
Sigh....

Time

2008-11-11T07:09:00.000-08:00

Im so busy, sigh...
I wish I had more free time.
Yet time passes too fast.
Its as if, after one day, you realize its the start of school.
SIIIIIIIGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.

Quiz'd

2008-11-10T06:24:00.001-08:00

Tagged by Jo An, so this would be my post for today and...

-START-
1.What have you been doin recently?
Listening to music?
2.Do you ever turn ur cell phone off?
Quite often.
3.What happened at 10am today?
It was raining?
4.When did u last cry?
Forgot D:
5.Believe in fate/destiny?
Dunno.
6.What do you want in ur life nw?
A feaking new laptop to replace my poor Acer which is a poor Vista D:
7.Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood?
Dunno. I would use an umbrella I think.
8.Whats ur fav. thk to have on ur bed?
Stuffed toys. :D
9.What bottoms are you wearin nw?
My old school P.E pants. :)
10.Whats th nicest thk in ur inbox?
Just cleared it out.
11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Not really.
12.Are you wearin anythk borrowed frm anyone?
No.
13.What was th last movie u caught?
HSM3
14.What are u proud of?
Being myself :)
15.What does ur oldest text msg in ur inbox says?
I just cleared it out, so I forgot.
16.What was th last song u sang out loud?
Spirale~Makino Yui
17.Do u have any nicknames?
Fally? Abigail?
18.What does ur last txt msg says?
Dunno.
19.What tym did u go to bed last nite?
11.30 P.M.
20.Are you currently happy?
Not really
21.Who gives u th best advice?
Friends, family and myself.
22.Do u eat whipped cream straight frm can?
No. And its fattenng D:
23.Who did you talk on the phone last nite?
Nobody
24.Is something bugging you now?
Yes
25.What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
Mico
26.Do you wear toe socks?
No idea
27.Who was the last person you missed a call frm?
My mum.
28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes. No not love.
29.What annoys you most in a person?
Not really anything
30.Do you have a crush on someone?
No...wait yes. But its a biiig secret.
31.Have you ever done cocaine?
Go back to your sanitorium.
32.What is the colour of yr room?
Light Green and white.
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
Nope.
34.Do you believe in the saying,’Talk is cheap’?
Never heard of it, so I dont really care :)
35.Who was the last person to lie in yr bed?
Myself
36.Who was the last person to hug you?
Myself
37.Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
No, since I didnt kiss anyone recently >:(
38.Do you have a life?
A boring dull one.
39.Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
Quite a bit.
40.What is the reason behind yr profile song?
What?
41.Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?
Tara, Jo An and a talking catfish. I was at school like any usual day, yeah, that was a dream.
43.Have you changed this year?
:)
44.What are you listening to rite now?
Tori No Uta~Lia
45.Are you talking to someone while doing this?
Mico
46.Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
Do dogs bark?
47.Is there a quote you live by?
Catfish
48.Do you want someone you can never have?
Yes, actually 6.
49.Have you ever played an instrument?
Piano, Recorder and Harmomica.
50.What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?
Sleeping all year.
51.What were you doin last nite at 11pm?
Drawing.
52.Are you happy with your love life rite now?
I like catfishes.
53.What song best describes yr love life?
Unlocked Girl~3L
54.Does the person noe you like him/her?
No.
55.Who always makes you laugh?
Myself, Jo An, Tara, etc.....
56.Do you speak other languages other than english?
2 others.
57.Favourite websites?
Too many to list.
58.Whats yr middle name?
Abigail.
60.What do you think you are like?
Lololololololol catfish.
61.Who will you choose to die with?
:(
62.Where have you been today?
At home.
63.What game do you play often?
Perfect Cherry Blossom
64.Who are you missing now?
SOTA and everyone D:
65.If you had to choose between your fren or your lover which will you choose?
Both, are the same person. So it doesnt matter :)
66.What are you doing right now?
Talking to Jo An.
67.Which primary school are you from?
PHPPS
68.Name 3 colours that you like?
Blue, Green, Purple
69.What emotion do you like to show?
LOL
70.What is yr life to you?
Seasluggish.
71.If you have something bothering you what will you do?
Sleep.
72.Who did you last chat on msn today?
romit(still doing it)
73.Who do you admire the most?
Kwar
74.Which month were you born in?
July~
75.How are you feeling right now?
Lolol
76.What is the time now?
Almost 11 PM
77.What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you?
Jo An :D:D:D:D:D:D
78.What colour did you use to dye yr hair?
WHAT?
79.Why are you doing this test?
I cant?
80.What do you do when you are moody?
Draw catfishes.
81.At which age do you wish to get married?
81 years old
82.Who is more important to you?
No idea. Sssh.
83.If today was the last day of your life what would you do?
Have a flower viewing, and then peacefully die. D:
84.Who is the person you trust the most?
Kwar and myself
85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
LOOOL RAINBOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWW.
86.If you had a dream come true wat would it be?
BIIIG BUNCH OF SECRETS.
87.What is your goal for this year?
Just finish what I want to finish.
88.Do you believe in eternity love?
I guess?
89.What feeling do you love the most?
I dont know.
90.Do you think its Global Warming now?
I guess?
91.What feeling do you hate the most?
No idea.
92.You like doing quizzes?
Dont know?
93.Do you believe in God?
Yess
94.Who cares for you the most?
Friends, Family, Kami Sama Desu Nya.
95.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Not sure yet :D.
96.What will you bring when you fight?
Lamprey Eel, Tasers, Cardboard Boxes, Catfishes, Mudkips, GATORADE, Obama's desk, pots and pans, lego, pots I made during ceramics, thick books, broken laptops and the police car.
97.What have you regretted doing your whole life?
How do I know. D:
98.What would you do if nobody cared for you?
Destroy reality with my imagination.
99.What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Thats okay, I would still like that person even if that person did so.
100.How do you feel now?
Tired~

Woah, this took me quite a while, and I tagg:
Dion, Sher, Shing Ying and a Catfish~
If you dont want to take it you can always dont :)

Tiredd

2008-11-09T07:12:00.000-08:00

Had dinner with my cousin today.
She's leaving for New Zealand soon.

Nothing much to say, im quite tired out from today.
Nighty night~

Reading and lots of it

2008-11-08T05:38:00.000-08:00

The books I borrowed were kinda cool.
But I cant believe they all have to do with rather,
adult things.
Like drugs and alcohol.
And "that" of course.
But the first one I read was so funny.
Although very high in " that ".

Cant wait to finish my 2nd book.
Its getting interesting, I might write a review about it.
The books I borrowed are:
l8r g8r
My lost and found life
Odin's Son
And one more book which I forgot its name.
Im going to finish them all by this monday or something and borrow more.

Library Visiting and mudkips :D

2008-11-07T00:32:00.000-08:00

I woke up early, played a bit, bought back lunch.
At 2 PM, I left for West Mall, missed 77 and 61 D:
But i met Sher <333
She was at Signature Park, I was taking 174, then I alighted and slapped her with my sketchbook.
LOL.

We talked about crap and stuff, then we went to West Mall.
I bought new earphones. :DDDD
Although is all plain black. DDDD:
Then we went to the library, borrowed books and I borrowed 4, she borrowed 2.
Oh what fun we had. I kept mocking the store names.
BURN BURN BURN.
Then we went to Breadtalk to SMELL the scent coming out of it, then went to Sweet Talk.
Champagne Grape is actually quite nice.
Ice blended stuff are nice.
Oh what fun.
Sat later by the MRT entrance place at around 3.15, and chatted idly until 3.45.
Then we took 61 home. After that I carried 4 books, my sling bag and a sketchbook home.
A tad bit heavy.

MRT COUNT: 8 LOL
And we saw this guy in black at the MRT entrance, with dark orangish-brown hair, his clothes looked a little punk like, and he was playing a PINK DS with RAINBOW stripes on it. I was all LOL THAT GUY HAS A PINK DS and I kept laughing a lot ahaaa.

What a coincidence today~
I wonder what will happen tommorow~?

Post for 6th November

2008-11-07T00:31:00.000-08:00

(Yeah, I forgot to post, was really tired.)

Nothing much happened today, I was just tired, did my own work, played a bit and read.
Wonder if something fun would happen tommorow, sigh..

Obama and Cake

2008-11-05T05:14:00.000-08:00

So I heard
OBAMA WON
Yeah, McCain take that.

But im not really into AMERICAN POLITICS.

Sssh.

Well, I went to Bras Basar today, bought some stuff.
Went home tireeed.
But its raining too much, probably because its the rainy season.
Not that cold though. :)

Was so bored, started to play something.

Yay, I won. Against a LUNATIC computer player.
Considering I havent played in weeks, I havent really lost that much of my touch at this.

Then I remembered I drew this yesterday,

Asdf, im getting very bored now.

Nothing to do as for now, so im going to go off and do something.
Bye~

Nothing to say

2008-11-04T00:33:00.000-08:00

Im bored.
Im tired.
Im kind of lonely though.
I miss my friends. ;__;
林檎
Sigh, I should really go sleep or something.
Im starting to go crazy.

Mabye I should hide away from everyone else.
Mabye...

Tired as usual

2008-11-03T06:04:00.001-08:00

Did some cleaning today.
Cleared away some trash in my files.
Did a fun drawing :D
Neglected Patch D:
Photoshop >:3
I should upload the pictures here sometime soon.
Yeah, changed the music, updated some.
Go listen if you want.
:I

Busy Busy

2008-11-02T07:15:00.000-08:00

Well, now that our 2 month fun filled "winter break" is coming, I have a lot of free time on my hands.
1. Got to buy a new set of earphones, my current ones spoilt ;__;.
2. Ms. Ye's drawing project.
3. The water colour palette thing project.
4. MUDKIPS OUT <333

In late November, I plan on staying over with my friend, going out with Dion, Sher and SY together. Read some new books and stuff.

Bah, nothing much to do though.

Now listening to: Spirale~Makino Yui.

FFFF, I should upload it soon.
:D

First November

2008-11-01T06:04:00.001-07:00

ITS THE FIRST OF NOVEMBER.
1. Im still sick.
2. No more school!
3. SOMEONE DIED YESTERDAY.

I heard from many people and some news reports that yesterday,
31st October, some people were injured during the trick n treating.
Dont you feel its creepy?
ITS CREEPY YES.
In New York, I heard some people were all crazy over "THE DARK KNIGHT", and a stabbing spree started, leaving some people to be hospitalized, seriously, NOT COOL.

Somewhere in California, some girls were kidnapped by this guy and were KNOCKED OUT with KNOCKOUTGAS.

In South Carolina, some boy, aged 12, was MURDERED.
Yes, he was SHOT, by a random bullet, which was thought to be fireworks.
His father and sibling were injured, but not too badly, but this boy died, and its so sad.
Yes im sad, so what ;__;.

Its scary that we can die anytime later, I dont want to die yet, but if I wanted my death, I want a peaceful, painless, death. I hate all this trauma and drama. Whats wrong with these murderers? Why cant they just stop? If they have their problems, why take it out on other people?

Its unfair for the victims who mostly tend to be innocent, what did they do wrong?

I really hope nothing wrong happens here, its scary to know that the surrondings are full of dangerous people.

Last day of school!

2008-10-31T06:02:00.000-07:00

Today was the last day, many things happened yes.
I woke up early, I still felt sick though, I reached school at around 7.45, waited until 9.
I talked a bit to some people, saw those three, I ignored them, they werent really worth my time anymore.
I did whatever and whatever.
GOt back report books today, I GOT PROMOTED!!!
:D

I heard someone got kicked out...and some are getting retained.
D:

I feel bad for C.

Talked to Victoria a bit about crap stuff, drew Patch and I should colour her soon.
We had a lot of stuff yeah, too tired to say it all.

FUn things happened today!

Thanks JO AN for helping me with my Blog!

Boring Talk and Films

2008-10-30T02:55:00.001-07:00

So today I was at school. Still sick, but getting better.
There was a warning announcement this morning, about
some boys trying to strangle themselves.
Silly kids.
We had some letter writing thing to the new year ones. And to
our friends. Thank you letters and such. I didnt have enough,
so I personally told them thanks and yeah.
We had cleaning up of classrooms later, I carried out the trash.
Cough cough cough.
Yeah, the dust made me cough a lot.
I still have a runny nose but my slight fever is gone!
We got released at 11.45 for lunch, since the Chairmen and Vice Chairmen of each class,
were going to have a WATER PARTY.
Yes, a WATER PARTY, well, just a lot of water for cleaning.

I saw Hamlet during recess, then Macbeth in M102 during lunch.
Both were really funny, I kept laughing, especially Macbeth.

After that I went to Q101 (Computer lab) to finish something I had longed to complete, and then
I rushed off for Visual Arts talk at Lecture Theatre.
I SAT IN FRONT.
I dont like sitting in front, well, its partly my fault for coming in late, since the year twos were also crowding the room. Its really freaky to sit in front, I get all shaky, nervous and yeah.
So during the break, I moved a chair to the back and sat there.

The talk was about a batch of films and a film distributor and what she did and stuff, but film
making isnt what I am planning to do, although it did catch my attention. The films were quite silly, dramatic and funny.
The first film, "Autograph Book", was about a girl who studied in an all-girls-primary-school.
It occured when she had already finished PSLE and was going to finish her days of primary school. Her best friend and she had autograph books and both wanted each other to sign in it, but due to some event on the morning of the last day, the girl felt that her friend did not like her and was mocking her, thus causing her to feel distressed and all.

The second film, "Moving House", is a secret. Its fun to move houses. Even the dead may want to too.

The third film, "WHATEVERNAMEITHAS" (Not the real name, I just was not sure of what it was :I) was pure random. It was silly and funny.

After the talk, we had a photo taking for VA students, and then we got back our results.
Today was looooooong, and Im tired out. I'll write more if I can tommorow or something. I dont know what to write though.

Remade a blog and little rant

2008-10-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

I made a new one.
Im too lazy to use my old one.
Tutut.
--------RantRantRant----------------
To C, Chr and K

You three are useless.

Just plain useless, I cannot say anymore.

You lack common sense. You fail.

Very epic fail.

Im not even angry yet, but I really want to slap you three
around a bit with a large trout.

Just because im friends with a person you dislike, does not
mean im siding with her against your own judgement of how you
view her.

You three are assuming till the extent I am a SPY, seriously, Get Real.